Thursday, July 14, 2011

To a press

Tegument

(inner)

agreement and argument
cease yet never begin
no flower, lotus or brown-eyed susan
unfolds slowly or instantly
waiting at a bus stop and watering
a tree that owns itself without admission
exploration and seeking at once
worthless as meditation and other hidings
not even only

(more)

each perception judges completely
attempting to recall this while listening
increases the perception

(insided)

often what is occurring
gets later than expected
and everyone forgets what
ever they meant to say
followed by agreement
which sounds exactly like argument
a space appears to leave
but even after we are gone
no one leaves

(between)

a coin requires
he said she asked him to
strangle her during
and the limit of light
on his face said he wanted to
before she spoke

(outside)

rubbing legs together
the day never comes as thought

(outer-banks)

henry miller talks about crazy
and every word draws this me into
agreement of self designation
i'm on that side of the fence
hair combed by outsiders
longing for the very thing
i wouldn't stand under
and the gate only drawn toward
maybe it's always been this easy

(outer)

missing is the target
everyone i use to know
verbs pronounce
and they mean it

(out)

a boat sits
it crosses
crossing it sits
i'm sure

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

on surface enclosed

my says
without saying something thats not
true do something about it
a few years ago
i said yes and im not against
charity invites itself along
you da man entourage
who do you think our celebrity
is going to be oh no
really sorry cause a comedian
having a habit to make awkward situations
sleeping in bed of surprised nothing
see you around the building i thought about
alot batter up loves of america its friday fish
cant here the accent for the the song
where is the old country
and where during the night
as we are the traveler wooden
hand creasing our asses
whose exposed and/or declivities
move to move work this
ambiguous revolt again(st) the ego
after a generation comes
a generation forgets and/or remembers
good in all accept the stuttering
if we have retained an element the woodpecker
enters birds for the sugar tempered
is fragile i hear the whispering
something again the path is harsh
yet harsh is not the way concentration
is a means to steady everything
i see and do assumes meaning
a joke is a short story a story
or the walking surface of the moon
a false flag allowed planted a short
step for kind a giant in the background (long shot)
a floor or level aplomb
cutting adult standards that initially began
with a month synodic {forever notice the circles
in the upper right quadrant unrelated
to the wave forms (a/ common/ road/ through
all/ blood/ the waves
break and dont remember) NASA near
US and the woodpecker grows vectors
still they hold symbols we can
cannot understand the hunters
of the dead not fire other linguistics not
the body of the influence and view
the singularity through felpham nor alelma
is a city i am seeing in a dream
it is enough once came together
black magicians + in the background "lucifer is luminary as lumeria is atlas"
two through nine everybody needs
two distinct creations a bosom
for a pillow nein come home TO: LARRY F.
teacher death we, or at small i, call out
your bullshit shit fucker umm meal o' shit
whats conjunction function but your unction
in popular culture the view
medievals as it develops world church
panderers with seducers march opposite
in different lines no one send self
to an operating system especially isaac _asimov_
transformer universe blessed are the wood
burners of mother vata raw
from video external to transfer
mounds of titles naming unheld and unhearlded
...sweet chicks charles bukowski
...stranger langston hughes
...last of the night ted "
...teleportation to a cathedral of hate a. crowley ≈ The ordinary man looking at a mountain is like an illiterate person confronted with a greek manuscript
...try putting it back where it came p. gizzi (beset«third definition ≥ moving though space∆pending)
...dont know yet (i have several ideas) billy collins
...lonely as a cloud i wandered Walt (in is owned word diapason; between 4 & 5)
...hello again andy warhol (a poem is a joke longform aristocrats)
...chilum christian bok (bacteria:the space colonists claiming iam 14 times)
...ποίησις john cage *4'33" (subtitled-these amps dont go to eleven) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hUJagb7hL0E*
Ωchanceelectronicnonstandarduse∑
look black mountain itching for father death
...sugar-free jazz ee cummings
simply placed here is life in category
name and capitalization
birth and early years
education
career
personal life
marriages (sometimes called wedlock)-(the act of marriage changes the persona)
poetry or
plays
final years and death
awards
bibliography
further reading
notes
external links
but this fearlessness only follows
my used to dream of bill l.
working salvage yards pogo
giving up of everything that belongs
...the chinese notebook bill l. (insist(ense)ence the most influential force of solar(is) condensing more than critical reception signal receiver across band and withΩdΩ
from a wheelbarrow to a bundle of sticks ∞who told his aging daughter≠woman carrying false bible on dead bar(ren)on land harvested via videotape and also not collected money
for symbol to reduce nuptial tension, yet possible fulbright (cool j dont leave out an L, but fences does) after hearing a metallic tape of voice about obsessive preoccupation∞
"Ezra was always right, but no one wanted to be like him."
be like is not hearing
some cough that the concept has any meaning at all
since we only define, fine
atman soul immaterial consensus reality rarely
or mistakenly called consensual informed condition
dissociative environment forgetfulness did does not actually
symptom development sandwich generation
po(or) valley ab ovo
had a dream long time bout a wooden bowl
a money shot a swollen cunt and the opposite of ritual
any movement reduces energy yet orgone
is not yet (yet it is a false dor {acronym for or} now http://technorati.com/videos/youtube.com%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DkCOic3MuVLQ) reductive
where you comin from cause (because of this au(r)thour is now able to die as well
aint here yet is critical and portioning the hierarchy
an arrangement of items is not a keyhole
...run in parallel to enhance marcel duchamp (in the attempt to appear as W.S. burroughs before he never met him – the act is not performed. alone the artist.)
viewer cant have
viewer cant see
viewer cant want
viewer cant have a table without a background
viewer cant see a background without a tableau
viewer cant want a tableau without a table
you were have a table
you were see a tableau
you were want without
we are not stop war
we are why refer to shat ∑ut pictura poesis ∑
we are i refer no more
we are not needing yet novelty
we are running out (and no one claims away)
if all against leaves what table are you arrange papers upon
this spoon rests the cave suppose referring ceased
now that white from whom
wear that table and variation
how can we finish with
fjord claims meaning narrowly including
the future of religion (preface with entheogens and
review by justin case (in case of nup(mirar thou mirror and symbol cont.√eve{n}tual and http://www.erowid.org/library/review/review.php?p=209) punition
if ya want it or from a text(triangulated)from america central <...
no wait this just
said again (after the tertiary yet between the fourth)
The Council of Spiritual Practices, an organization that describes itself as “a collaboration among spiritual guides, experts
in the behavioral and biomedical sciences, and scholars of religion, dedicate
ore hector (actually hactar) whose individual components
reflected the whole odd mistake with the old correction fluid
and discussions of it have a long history
every body has to move yet
an alphabetical listing of the common NAMES of all
simple isoquinolines with immediate access to their structures the plants or
when a glacier cuts a u valley through the surrounding bedrock the sediment it carries or
it has a strong arched neck good feet and a compact muscular body or
despite its small size it is fully capable of carrying an adult human and pulling heavy loads or
art is a return to conceptual painting virtually
abandoned except by retinal painting take a campbell soup can and repeat it
50 times you are not retinal image
what you is is the concept that wants to put 50 campbell soup cans on a canvas or
this is a lec/ture on changes/ that have taken/ place in my com/positional means or
whole tone scale or
what/if/the/moon/is/waning/or/if/theres/moonlight/on/the/water or
then set free the demented spectres held
here let bespelled or (in which intervals with the same frequency ratio can have different names µ never a gallery of ghosts)
to four harps at the table thus the song began or
what he said as the ending yet
it is only so safe so safe to dream so only it is to dream or
never knowing when to stop because of my desire but to go on forever
the apparatus can then answer or
become something truly disappointing as this or
the thought is mildly terrifying to me but i can also or
at least youre around to witness your leaving or
take into consideration that all forgets the individual occasionally or
im afraid/to go/out because/of what/might be/brought back or
we construct our stories to match our need
for story

Sunday, March 15, 2009

The bats

The Bats: March 15

There’s nothing new on, but the bill comes, cold, loud,
Dressed in a modest envelope that says I won’t put out.
Outside the man has a can of sound he plays to the eaves
Where he has removed the grill to find it is still backed by a screen
Of which no bat could slide in or out, which is preposterous, really,
Because night after night I have parked my chair to hear the meeps
And squiggles of the tiny bats build in excitement, like butterflies
Or desire, or the way my husband removes his pants at night with his
Deft left hand, yes finally, time that we can lie together past the screen
Of identities and chirp, flying free between the houses, the corridors and on toward night.

Saturday, March 07, 2009

Havdalah (Separation)

For Jes, because she keeps it going around here long after we all got lazy.

You are not permitted to mark your body
in honor of the dead, to use needles or ink
as a way to diminish the hurt. There must be
a separation between things, between
those in the ocean and those on the shore.
I must learn not to reach out for a ghost
in the night, try to uncompose all of
your songs, find a way to imprint on my skin
from the inside.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

I am in the bath /45

I am in the bath
Hot water pouring in the new bath salt gift
Lavender and rose petals,
Salt.
The lavender from the older maid without children whose man
Couldn’t stand her birds.
Assault.

The rose petals from the mom whose professor [ex)} left her when she conceived a son.

Salt
Pillars that bind us
Looking back
Bereft of all that flows
Ice 9, Ice 9

Pillars, that we are.

At dinner, before the bath, the one daughter gave advice of how to deal with a loser father
To the one daughter whose dad is an ass.
Pillars of marble,
A serving man,
Black and Tan, twenty ounce beers to soften the blows

“Why do you drink”- the young one asks…
“Because the world is awful and we must numb ourselves…”
The older one says.
I am reminded of love.
I say, “we are not always this jaded. It is a Monday, can I tell you of my new boyfriend…”
“No”
I continue anyway, used to these things.

Forks chiming, the sharpness of knives,
The dullness of alcohol that makes me want another.


I joked to him I would have 5 more…
Can we have 5 more, and he said
“as you wish”
knowing we are both fixed, knowing that my eggs are rotten, useless and contained,
knowing that a snip and knot keep things from blasting into each other

It is because we know how to love we lie.

I am in the salt
Water, lavender, rose petals
Everywhere nature arrested
Everywhere,
Sodium, chloride
Ionic bonds
Pulling me from myself leaving me the
Water,
The pillar,
The salt.













XO^(GOOGLE^2)

Saturday, November 25, 2006

Santivity

Discourse
Thel=lit tent with deer,hart powering out
a reindeer

Cactus
arms akimbo-
(This=is important not to be confused with the Roman signifier)

lit resin fire is in the center of the scene-

Friday, November 10, 2006

Union